Masters Degree

i had plans to further my studies to masters degree.i am looking forward to start my masters degree.after securing a masters degree, only then i can move forward and be someone better than anyone else in my family.thats my plan.i want to make a statement that i should be a role model for every one in my family especially my brothers.(other than helping my parents)

First Job

finally i landed my first job this week.now i am working at a telecommunication company.this means that i have early mornings to shave, iron my clothes.i need to look good and presentable at work.like what my father said, its all about personality.i am here to impress and live up to the expectation.i had been expected to be very good.that's a good way to motivate myself in working environment.anyways, wish me luck.

Footprints in the sand

this is originally a poem written by an unknown author. many had claimed the property of this poem. few years back, someone get the property and now the patented poem is widely used in greeting cards and in songs. this poem was meant for people who are in a state of depression and need to get a hold themself together. honestly, i am in that state at this moment and i am recovering. hopefully whoever who read my blog and at the same state with me, read up the song and remember, you are not alone in the ordeal that you are facing.

footprints in the sand - leona lewis

You walked with me, Footprints in the sand, And helped me understand, Where I'm going, You walked with me, When I was all alone, With so much unknown, Along the way, Then I heard you say, I promise you, I'm always there,When your heart is filled with sorrow, And despair, I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand I see my life flash across the sky, So many times have I been so afraid.And just when I, I thought I lost my way, You gave me strength to carry on, That's when you say, I promise you I'm always there When your heart is filled With sorrow and despair Oh, I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand.When I'm with you, Well I know you've been there, And I can feel you when you say, I promise youI'm always thereWhen your heart is filledWith sadness and despairI'll carry you when you need a friendYou'll find my footprints in the sand.When your heart is filled withSadness and despair, I'll carry you when you need a friendYou'll find my footprints in the sand.

Keep on trying

it had been almost one month since my graduation and i am not doing so well. i have choices to choose from and each choices have totally different outcome. Any of my decisions will be made based on my considerations and advices people who i trust. i'll keep on trying to do the best in whatever i do in my life later on. i found this song from 2nd season of Bones. it is an old song by poco titled keep on trying. i don't know who is poco (never heard of them) .it reflects my overall condition by far.

poco - keep on trying

I've been thinkin' 'bout

All the times you told me

You're so ful of doubt

You just can't let it be

But I know

If you keep comin' back for more

Then I'll keep on tryin'

Keep on tryin'

And I've been drinkin' now

Just a little too much

And I don't know how

I can get in touch with you

Now there's only one thing

for me to do, that's to

To get home to you

And I feel so satiesfied when

I can see you smile

I want to confide inA

ll that is true, so I'll

Keep on tryin'

I'mThrough with lyin'

Just like the sun above

I'll come shinin, trough

Oh yes I'll

Keep on tryin', I'm

Tired of cryin'

I got to find a way

To get on home to you

I've been thingin' 'bout

All the times you held me

I never heard you shout

The flow of energy was so fine

Now I think I'll lay it on the line

And keep on tryin'

To get home to you

And I feel so satiesfied when

I can see you smile

I want to confide in

All that is true, so I'll

Keep on tryin'

I'mThrough with lyin'

Just like the sun above

I'll come shinin, trough

Yes I willOh yes

I'llKeep on tryin',

I'mTired of cryin'

I got to find a way

To get on home to you

pocketful of sunshine

read the lyrics below and you'll know how i feel now.its hard to explain how i felt now.this lyric can tell how do i felt now.

Pocketful of sunshine-Natasha Bedingfield

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine
Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me

There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
And nobody cries, there's only butterflies

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away (I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place ( I know that it's all mine)
To better days take me away
Take me away (I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place ( I know that it's all mine)
Take me away, a hiding place

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright

Convocation

i had my convocation yesterday in unimas.a very historic moment in my life.finally i had achieved something that will made an impact in my life.i started my day early (sometime at 4 am).then after preparing myself for the convocation,my family and i headed out to campus.when i arrived in campus, i started making directions to my family where they should go and when.then i registered myself to the designated assembly room.then all graduateds started to move to the main hall.the brisk walk to the hall made my feel that i am one of them.students who are going to be former student.overall, the ceremony is really remarkable (apart from there are less people coming to watch the ceremony).after the ceremony, my family and i went to the studio to take pictures of me wearing graduation robes and motar-head.

in the evening, a short and brief event in the faculty.i received 2 awards (i didn't expect that).in my next post, i'll upload pictures that my bros and took (including my awards).anyway, at this moment,i am enjoying my time as a graduate (while looking for a job).

Graduation

this is the lyric of the day.this song or lyric was meant to be sang or heard during graduation day.yesterday, i had my convocation.i received an advice from one of my lecturer,he said that what really important in life after degree is social networking.befriend every one,more friends you have,more experience and connections you will get.anyway,enjoy the song.

Graduation (Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly