pocketful of sunshine

read the lyrics below and you'll know how i feel now.its hard to explain how i felt now.this lyric can tell how do i felt now.

Pocketful of sunshine-Natasha Bedingfield

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine
Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me

There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
And nobody cries, there's only butterflies

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away (I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place ( I know that it's all mine)
To better days take me away
Take me away (I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place ( I know that it's all mine)
Take me away, a hiding place

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright

Convocation

i had my convocation yesterday in unimas.a very historic moment in my life.finally i had achieved something that will made an impact in my life.i started my day early (sometime at 4 am).then after preparing myself for the convocation,my family and i headed out to campus.when i arrived in campus, i started making directions to my family where they should go and when.then i registered myself to the designated assembly room.then all graduateds started to move to the main hall.the brisk walk to the hall made my feel that i am one of them.students who are going to be former student.overall, the ceremony is really remarkable (apart from there are less people coming to watch the ceremony).after the ceremony, my family and i went to the studio to take pictures of me wearing graduation robes and motar-head.

in the evening, a short and brief event in the faculty.i received 2 awards (i didn't expect that).in my next post, i'll upload pictures that my bros and took (including my awards).anyway, at this moment,i am enjoying my time as a graduate (while looking for a job).

Graduation

this is the lyric of the day.this song or lyric was meant to be sang or heard during graduation day.yesterday, i had my convocation.i received an advice from one of my lecturer,he said that what really important in life after degree is social networking.befriend every one,more friends you have,more experience and connections you will get.anyway,enjoy the song.

Graduation (Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Shortlisted

i am in for 2nd interview at an oil and gas company and i had my 2nd interview at a local college last friday.it went ok.i have no comment to it.this week i'll start teaching part-time in campus as lab demonstrator.whai i earn from the job is enough for me to add some in my expenses.that's it for now.there is some other PRIVATE stuff lingering in this label that i can't share.someday, i'll share it.later.

1 week

i had been 1 week since that incident happened.after it happened,i felt extremely disapointed but i am happy to made the move.the incident and move, lets make it only certain people and the person involved in this know. its not a public affair.it has a big PRIVATE sign written all over it.anyway, in response to the incident, the new label shows how i felt after 1 week.i am lucky to have my best frens and bros around me.without them may be i'll be still lost and not be able to recover after the incident.i had their support.that's what i can say and i am very thankful for that.

now its the time to improve myself as a person.get a job and work.in work label will explain what do i meant.anyway,i spend most of my day at my best fren's place.we 'discussed' a few important things and spend most of the time testing and evaluating erry's brand new and shiny ps2.LOL.although others might say: 'ps2?that thing still around?' or 'ok.fine.i had just bought ps3' . but for pc gamers, game consoles are kid's stuff.but its some good and healthy way to filter out the stress rather than drinking and smoking.anyway, that's it for now.later.arriverderci.

Lyrics

this will be the new label in my blog.every entry in this label or category reflects my mood during the entry or how do i feel.so, read up and try guess how do i fell now....

Daughtry-Over You

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

[Repeat Chorus]

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

Temporarily Terminated

this category is temporarily terminated due to unavoidable circumstances.lets say that my love life had taken the back seat in this journey.