Shortlisted

i am in for 2nd interview at an oil and gas company and i had my 2nd interview at a local college last friday.it went ok.i have no comment to it.this week i'll start teaching part-time in campus as lab demonstrator.whai i earn from the job is enough for me to add some in my expenses.that's it for now.there is some other PRIVATE stuff lingering in this label that i can't share.someday, i'll share it.later.

1 week

i had been 1 week since that incident happened.after it happened,i felt extremely disapointed but i am happy to made the move.the incident and move, lets make it only certain people and the person involved in this know. its not a public affair.it has a big PRIVATE sign written all over it.anyway, in response to the incident, the new label shows how i felt after 1 week.i am lucky to have my best frens and bros around me.without them may be i'll be still lost and not be able to recover after the incident.i had their support.that's what i can say and i am very thankful for that.

now its the time to improve myself as a person.get a job and work.in work label will explain what do i meant.anyway,i spend most of my day at my best fren's place.we 'discussed' a few important things and spend most of the time testing and evaluating erry's brand new and shiny ps2.LOL.although others might say: 'ps2?that thing still around?' or 'ok.fine.i had just bought ps3' . but for pc gamers, game consoles are kid's stuff.but its some good and healthy way to filter out the stress rather than drinking and smoking.anyway, that's it for now.later.arriverderci.

Lyrics

this will be the new label in my blog.every entry in this label or category reflects my mood during the entry or how do i feel.so, read up and try guess how do i fell now....

Daughtry-Over You

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

[Repeat Chorus]

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

Temporarily Terminated

this category is temporarily terminated due to unavoidable circumstances.lets say that my love life had taken the back seat in this journey.

Work

shortlisted.that's what i can say about my employement status now.i was shortlisted by a company.i really hope to get the job.i also applied at otehr places.hope for the best.now i am self-employed.its more to providing services to the azni clan.i am now a part time driver,part time SA.for now i am happy for my job.LOL

Morning, Noon & Night

as you read the title, you might think about Sidney Sheldon's novel by the same title.however, this entry has no relation to the novel (i have not read the novel anyway).friday as always a rather short day for me.most of my activities are more laid back during fridays and every friday night i always stay up late either stay at home or go out with friends.yesterday,i spend most of my morning at home in front of my laptop.i am rather busy managing Leeds (i am an avid FM fan.this time i am managing Leeds United).noon was meant for friday prayers (at least up till 2pm).after 2,i can be found inside the family's mpv.i drive around kch doing errands for my parents.back home around 7 then at 9 i am out again.this time for movies.Hancock.like the movie.if there is a drunken kung fu style,in this movie, there is a drunk unshaven and flithy superhero (he shaved and sober by the end of the movie.he don't have to use shavers to shave.just need some shaving cream.LOL.).

then come the night.didn't sleep much last night.i talk with my love will dawn.a heated discussion that was meant just for the two of us to know.no need to share that.but we are cool.fyi, its not a fight.barely asleep when i was waken up by my bro to fetch him to tuition class and school.

now here i am to start the cycle of morning, noon and night all over again.hope today is an interesting day.have a nice day.

Latest Update

for today's entry its was not labeled as 'Daily Diaries' but more to 'Monthly Diary'.its been a while since last time i updated my blog.a lot happened in the past month.some are nice and some are not so nice.

one of the nice part is that my love stayed a few days at my parents place.she spend roughly 4 days in my place (i stay with my parents) and we spend time together as a family.however, the not so nice part was that my parents were quite agree with how i handled her.so i need to improve more.show more authority.i managed to convinced my parents that both of us will be more sensible at home and she will improve herself in teh future.

the other nice part was i received an interview offer from one of oil and gas company.i don't keep my hope high though but i prayed that i am to be shortlisted for 2nd interview.but i'll apply at other companies and agencies for job vacancies.it doesn't hurt to try.

another nice part was i am officially confirmed to graduate this year.i am prepared for my graduation.the not so nice part was i am not that happy to graduate.i felt normal.i felt there's nothing to celebrate as i am just going to receive a piece of paper that i have a degree.i used to imagine that after graduation, my morale will be up.the celebration will cover all the fireworks and all night partying (that not likely to happen) but at least the atmosphere will be jolly and happy.it is very different as currently the atmosphere is gloomy and sad.may be one of the main factor for this gloomy and sad mood because i am unemployed yet.

that bring me to another not so nice part, unemployment.i need to get employed fast.employment means money and money means happy (many won't agree with me about this.may be there'll be a dabate about how money can give happiness.read this erry and afzan.LOL).there's nothing much that i can do now.there's something instored for me in the future.i just need to look for it.

that's all for now.cheers.have a nice day.