i am missing...

i miss my love...
i miss my bro...
i miss my hani...

that's how i felt today.i miss them.however, there are important dates that i really look forward to.12th June,i will meet zati and hani again.23th June,my bro is coming back.can't wait for that day.for me waiting is the most painful cruel punishment that can be done to me.just make me wait,you'll see the other side of me.the side that make your day a bad day.i hate waiting and made people waiting.anyway i miss them badly.uhuhuhuhuhu.....

Wake up text...

a wake up text is just enough to make my day a mess.i have to complete 2 system in a week time.i had a rough idea of what should i do.however, i need to think of other details that are needed to complete it plus the technical part of the project.anyway i am confident that i can complete the project as required.

yesterday i also had a wake up call.its about a big project that i need to complete in a time that i never know (may be i'll know when more details are spared).for this project, i need to refer more programs and learn new techniques.i am dying to learn AJAX.may be i'll use AJAX in this project.then again, depends with the team's decision.anyway there are only 2 team members so far.LOL.not really a team of any sort.just a group of 2.hopefully from the project, a new company will rise.from there i'll develop myself.

this leads to another balancing act that i'll doing.should i get the lecturer post, i need to balance between my work and business.hmmm.this time i'll balance it even better (i learnt from my experience with my fyp).i learnt something there.discipline.no need to elaborate that.

anyway, cheers...

Tennis and Sleepy Day

today was tennis coaching day.every saturday my family goes to the tennis court for some coaching. i did terribly today as i skipped 2 weeks of coaching.bad forehand and even worse backhand.i need to practice more.last night i woke up at 3am.i just simply can't sleep after that.that made me really sleepy for the whole day.more sleep less eat.that's what happened today.after coaching sessions i went home and took a nap.my day afterwards basically just a void.nothing done and yet tons of things to be done.i am just simply being a bum today.a useless bum.

i had a wake up text from my lecturer (not a wake up call.texting just enough.LOL).it had something to do with my tons of work.i need to start the work today.at least i started designing it (LOL.lazy bum). as usual i had my weekly dosage of manga.without it, i'm lost.LOL.

later...

Love

This new category mainly about my relationship with my love ones; my family and zati.in any relationships, there always fights and quarrels.all of the fights and quarrels (i call it discussions) are ways to know and understand each other more.but beware, if discussions failed to conclude, war will erupt. that's how i handle my relationships. that's all for now.more will come in the future...

Results & Graduation

my results were out few days ago.from my results, i can be considered as a B student.my result ranges from C to A (that covers all possible passable grades.LOL).last semester i took two courses; fyp2 and technopreneurship.i passed both papers.alhamdulillah.this means that i am able to graduate this year.if all goes well, my convocation will be held this august.after years of learning,finally i have a degree.masters degree will have to wait for another 2 years.

my friends will also graduate this year.this year, class of 2003 will end as all classmates finished their studies.although some of us graduated 1 or 2 years later (class '03 supposed to graduate on '06) but what matters the most is we completed our studies.

good luck for all...

First Interview & Job Prospect

today is my first interview at one of private college in Kuching.i applied for the lecturer post there.i was being interviewed by the manager and AM. they asked a few question and i asked a question.i am not sure either i am to be listed in the second interview or not.i just hope that i am listed as i need a job at this moment.

although my final semester had just finished and i should be relaxing or take a leave for a while but i am unable to relax because it will make me restless.i need a job and money (thats the main reason. LOL). i am waiting for other places to reply my application and i am sending more to other places as well.i am also applying to work for the government.hope that i can get a job by convocation....

Patience and warm days

for the past few weeks Kuching had been a very warm city.tested my patience that's why at this time of the year, i had been very moody and tense just like today.although i had a good start for my day but i always have trouble during mid day.there is always something happened just to make my day a bad day.at this time of the year, patience is very important.my patience always being tested day by day.although most of the time i lost it but its better than before.my patience had been thinner than before so don't push your luck if i am losing my patience.later in the evening today the day seems to be cooling down.i cooled down slowly.

at the very least, there is shelter for me protecting myself from the heat.my house and room.at the confort of my house, i am lucky for it.that's it for now.later

First Entry

this is my 1st entry.hopefully its not the last.the content of this blog mainly about my thoughts and view of my daily life.what did i do, what did i think about certain issues developing in my worlds. as a whole, what i wrote here is my thoughts and opinions.by far, my life is a hectic and fast paced life.sometimes i rarely have time for myself.since i finished by degree, i managed to have my own personal time.a time where i spend with my family, my love one and my friends.this is the time for me to take a short rest before starting a new chapter in my life.working life.

may be you might think that my blog mainly about my view and it may be meaningless. for me it is a way to express my feelings.i had other ways to do so but this a good way to be heard.please forgive me if this blog hurt anyone out there.its just my honest and earnest opinion. in the future, my posts will be about my daily life and my opinions.